A Simple Thing Called Love

im proud of myself.
amaths test went well.
i only din noe howta do one ques larh.
but my calculator betrayed me.
it was in the wrong mode!
tskk.
i only realised tt after handing the ppr in.
i hv already lost 4marks coz of the calculator!
and i used calculator a lot.
i was really nervous as usual.
i even used calculator for multiplying by 1 larh.
thats how nervous i was.
but i tried my best to be confident this time.
more.. optimistic. (:
but its a great improvement.
tuition didnt help so i stopped going.
i know wat helped.
it's amazing how you can bring abt wonders in my life with juz a few words.
[2 words in this case]
and it still works after so long.
thank you so much, you. :D

28 March 2006

7:01 PM

HLY kept smiling at me tdae. :D
i sat right in front of LSF tdae. :D
and my crush for that mysterious person, ***, is developing.
i spoke to her tdae.
and i was so hyper after that.
but shes str8.
why do i always fall for str8 pple?
im thinking of a waycto ask her out.
after tests. hahha.
ive gt geog test on thurs too.
tskk.
juz imagine how pissed i am.
i din pay attn during ALL the geog lessons.
im dead serious. :/
shant waste time complaining.
-sighs
oh yes.
sofia confessed tdae.
she used to admire zakiah.
and ofcourse i was pissed.
or rather disappointed.
but im nt gonna confess anything.
esp wat shes dying to know.
ive gotta go mug now.

27 March 2006

9:02 PM

im gonna pass amaths!
you can do it shamita!
ofcourse i can.
coz she wished me gd luck!

26 March 2006

4:26 PM

i am so tiredd.
lots of hmwk to do.
i nid to finish up most of it coz im gonna need the time next week 4 amaths.
tskk.
i dont even hv the time to worry abt what im gonna wear for crez awards.
and i cant go shopping for clothes too.
did i mention?
i tink ive got a crush on ***.
im crushing on 3 pple now.
LSF, HLY AND *** :/

25 March 2006

3:42 AM

it has hit me now.
ive deleted everything, threw away everything.
ive gotten rid of her.
but now, i want it all back.
haii.
anw, im happy tdae. :D
its a feeling that can only be felt.
and im starting to believe that love is forever.

24 March 2006

1:00 PM

4YEARS AGO:
How old were you?
` 11
Where did you go to school?
` SVPS
Where did you work?
` UNEMPLOYED
Where did you live?
` SPORE
Who did you hang out with?
` RENU
How was your hair style?
` ABT THE SAME
Did you wear braces?
` NO
Did you wear glasses?
` YEAH
Who was your best friend?
` RENU&ATIQAH
Who was your celebrity crush?
` MICHAEL OWEN & LEE RYAN
Who was your regular-person crush?
` GUYS LARH
How many piercings did you have?
` 2
How many tattoos did you have?
` NONE
What was your favorite music group?
` BLUE&ATOMICKITTEN
What was your worst fear?
` CANT RMB
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?
` TRIED A PUFF
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?
` NOPE
Had you driven yet?
` NOPE
NOW, how old are you?
` 15
Where do you go to school?
` CGS
Who do you hang out?
` CLIQUEMATES&HAZIRATUL
How is your hair style?
` ABT THE SAME
Do you have braces?
` NOPE
Do you wear glasses?
` ATHOME
Who are your best friends?
` CLIQUEMATES&HAZI
Who is your celebrity crush?
` LINDSAY LOHAN
Who is your regular-person crush?
` LSF,HLY&***
How many tattoos do you have?
` NONE
How many piercings do you have?
`2
Favorite music group?
` I<3TATU
What is your biggest fear?
` FAILURE&HEIGHT
Have you driven yet?
` NOPE
Have you smoked a cigarette yet?
` YEAH
Have you gotten drunk or high yet?
` DUH

22 March 2006

10:18 PM

sch tdae was pretty fun.
had bio prac. :D
graded assignment for lit.
slacked during chem and geog.
emaths was super nice. <3
english was supersuper funny.
hahha.
english was so fun larh.
me and hazi like laughed the whole lesson larh.
and we havent done our work.
i was imitating her and hazi was video-ing me.
hehe.
the sch is like.. i dnoe.
crez awards tix being sold frm 0145 to 0245.
hello?
triple sci classes only end at 0245 larh.
wth. tsk.
gonna get tix tmrw for myself and my love. <3
yeah.
and sofia's obsessed.
she actually wrote dwn evry single thing tt *** said larh.
thats even worse than me last time. :/
and haziratul has got a new crush.
hahha.
and ive got a new crush too.
so me any hazi hv gt crushes on teachers.
but i get to c my crush for a longer time.
and she smiled at me so many times tdae.
im sure she loves me as a student.
im sucha good kid during her class.
and i dnoe why i miss you.
you'll always be a part of me.

21 March 2006

9:01 PM

it hurts coz i feel;
and i feel coz im alive.
stupid fucked up life.

20 March 2006

7:10 PM

back to sch.
i wasnt excited larh please.
2.4km sucked.
the side stitch killed me. :/
and i so wasnt looking forward to seeing the "amaths test, 30mar" on the whiteboard.
tskk.
tons of hmwk due tmrw.
and im gonna be watching tv tdae.
i so wanna murder myself mann.
hehs.
all i need is time, a moment that is mine.

18 March 2006

3:50 PM

because of you, im afraid to love once more.
and i know ur reading this.

08 March 2006

8:51 PM

i noted the way u din say my name tdae.
it made me feel different from the rest.
shd i take it in a positive or negative way?
im not an optimistic person.
so i guess.
what is it between us?
whats our relationship?
it has no name, no identity.
do u feel the way i feel?
im neva gonna noe the answer.
maybe after 2years, yes.
till then..

because of you, i put on a mask.

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